Archive for April, 2010

I let my heart wonder

by on Apr.29, 2010, under I let my heart wonder, Photography

i miss the times when we run and play in the heavy rain.

can’t be wiped off
can’t sleep and don’t feel awake.

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by on Apr.29, 2010, under numerous

I want to breathe.
//without thinking about anything.

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I wrote

by on Apr.29, 2010, under blahblahblah, Daily

I wrote something I can’t explain,
I wrote it without thinking,
I wrote it for an imaginary friend (you)
I wrote it when I saw his and her photos together,
I wrote something without proof,
I wrote it after 4 glasses of wine, alone
I wrote the questions with answers in my mind,
I wrote without wanting to write.

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by on Apr.29, 2010, under lyric, Music

been in love with this song by Sugababes since 2003

I live my life in chains
Got my hands in chains
And I can’t stick with the cards
That I got with a deal
Like this I must insist
That a girl’s got more to do
Then be the way you think a woman should
I’m taking it into my own hands
In this man’s land I can understand
Why I’m taking command
Had enough of stuff
And now it’s time to think about me, me yeah

And you can easily gamble your life away
Second after second
And day by day
You play the game or you walk away
It’s a new turn on a blue day
And a cool deal of life for me
And it’s all good

I’ve always played it safe nothing’s ever safe
Give me the courage to back my own convictions
Every decision I make I pay it back and more
Now turn the cards and let them fall to me
I don’t need to play on with the hand that they have given me
I’ll give it back cos it’s not the way it has to be

I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier
I know that the clubs are weapons of war
I know that diamonds mean money for this art
But that’s not the shape of my heart

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The Gentlewoman

by on Apr.28, 2010, under Art & Design, fashion

First issue Mar.22.2010 with Phoebe Philo<3

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filled with inerasable blue stains

by on Apr.28, 2010, under blahblahblah, Thoughts

voiceless expressions,
shadows I can’t seem to get over with.

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by on Apr.27, 2010, under blahblahblah, numerous

Why do I feel so much?
when it’s only such a small part of me.

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let me talk to hell.

by on Apr.27, 2010, under blahblahblah, Photography

oh wait, I forgot I am there already,
I only just spent a weekend in paradise.

photos: Rober Mapplethorpe

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I’m not the enemy

by on Apr.27, 2010, under lyric, Music

I don’t, know you
Don’t know those melancholy eyes I see
Do you even know me?
Your scent is familiar
Your voice familiar, but those words you speak,
Are not familiar to me

– Lina

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by on Apr.27, 2010, under numerous

you say, hey, I never fall as you’re falling down

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