Archive for February, 2009

i m deaf so i see things clearly. or not?

by on Feb.26, 2009, under blahblahblah, chitchat, Photography, Thoughts

ph: Lina Scheynius


dont be a hater

i m not a hater


i dont realli hate anything
i just dont feel much related to the world


i’ve isolated myself

i feel u
the world try to talk to u, but u dont hear them

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and so it continues

by on Feb.26, 2009, under Music, quote, tv

family, love, sex, passion, lust, hope, hate, disorder, despair, disease, end.

the final 10 minutes of the best tv series ever “six feet under”
its a perfect ending, makes me sad everytime i watch it

my recent most favourite song Apologize in my recent addiction gossip girl//season1 episode10

Rufus to Lily on the phone: “I never should have let you let me go.”

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i carved my heart in your ever so pale eyes

by on Feb.25, 2009, under blahblahblah, Photography, Thoughts


ph: Paolo Roversi

to imaginary night*
its another wednesday night and i m here at home,
looking at your old photos
looking at your ever so pale eyes
reading your gestures
imagine your thin lips covered on mine

remember how you used to love to quote palahniuk from his books
“the trick to forgetting the big picture is to look everything close-up”

(lullaby was it?)
and the times when  you asked me what i would do, if  i’ve learnt the killer lullaby
you said you want to be the first one to hear me sing, the deadly lullaby
you want me to share my first everything with you,
and you would die with no regret, if you die in my voice
my dry, sorrowful voice.

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to do list*

by on Feb.25, 2009, under blahblahblah, Daily

  • finish 白石一文// 一瞬之光
  • get my lomo diana dreamer in minty sad blue,
  • folio site folio site folio site folio site
  • spend quality time with family
  • watch a movie of my choice
  • get the highly recommended Ryu Murakami short stoy novel 電影小說
  • 拜拜@龍山寺
  • finish curious case of benjamin button
  • get portable hard disk
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the the girl who refused to go into a tanning bed and dye her hair blond and wear mini-skirts

by on Feb.24, 2009, under fashion, quote, style

She was just a country girl from Edmonton, Canada
she has been featured on Vogue covers, D&G ad, Prada ad and all the other stuff, and she is only 20
she is ordinary but cooler and thats what i like about her


Meghan Collison:
“I was the the girl who refused to go into a tanning bed and dye my hair blond and wear mini-skirts.”

“People say I look like a lot of people. Freja. I get. I’ve gotten that actress, Selma Blair. I’ve gotten Feist, that singer.But I’m just me. I’m Meghan.”

“It’s crazy just to see yourself…how a little hair and make-up and the right outfit can totally transform you. And you’re wearing, like, a jacket that cost more than anything you’ve ever owned in your life!”

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by on Feb.24, 2009, under blahblahblah, Daily, Thoughts

ph: Andrea Longacre-White


very much looking forward to emily’s soon to be born baby, my first god daughter<3

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一輩子都不想聽到你跟我說的 Apologize

by on Feb.23, 2009, under lyric, Music

One Republic – Original

One Republic – Remixed ft. timbaland & Unknown

I’m holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground…

I’d take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat

Lyrics to Rap Verse:
First day that we met there was something special
Something between us with so much potential
But something was nothing was all just a game
You played my brain with your cute little frame

To think that I thought there was something between us
Think that I thought there was love in between us
Now that I thought it was you in between us
Now that I thought it was you that deceived us

But no us, it was you then me
How the hell could I see what would happen to be
Were you actually just playin with me?
How the fuck could this be how you treated me?

You said these words and you did these things
And you wrapped me around like a fuckin string
And you pulled me along and you led me on
Until all I got left is the words to a song

Now I look in your eyes and I start to realize
All those fucking lies in between your lines
Not a single truth in a thing you said
But I don’t give a shit now cuz to me you’re dead and it’s..

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only chaotic* 連靈魂都很混亂

by on Feb.22, 2009, under blahblahblah, Daily, Photography, Thoughts

ph: Alexey Tintarenko


too little time, too big of a decision to make
its only when you have too much thought in your mind
you realize what you actually want for yourself.

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you found me, you found me, you found me, you found me,

by on Feb.21, 2009, under lyric, Music

great songs and lyric by the fray*
as i’ve put their songs on repeat for the past couple days

You found me

How to save a life

But in the end everyone ends up alone
Losing her, the only one who’s ever known
Who I am, who I’m not and who I wanna to be
No way to know how long she will be next to me

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
Why’d you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late, you found me, you found me.

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