reprise

5 yrs?

no remorse.
this time is long enough for my last joy ride.

done w/ all the
traumatizing n’
sorrowful thoughts….

dangling stars on
the pale sky,
dark hooks
of the s.o.u.l.
moments of-
poignant truth.

Assuming
all
lies to be truth
&
truth to be lies.

no expectation for anything.

e.v.e.r.y..t.h.i.n.g.
for all
/the sad epilogues

to set things right.
right?

smashed sentiments.
she says it is what it is,
and l e t i t g o.

I want fur eyelashes.

Left things in the air.

“Mind over Matter”

had a decent long conversation with Ali Mubahsar, who is in charge of the factory and operations,
so after 3 hrs of non-stop chat with him from Ferry to the airport, i stole this quote from him=)
After all, I guess nothing is unbearable and life should be going as we plan it to be.
tsk tsk..small assignment with great difficulty*

Anyway I am so looking forward for this very genius/intelligent man to be back in the office next month=)

• You have no idea what it means. I am beyond that.
• S O  S P E C I A L
• done traumatizing
• thanks*
• dear I miss you endlessly
• H.E.C.T.I.C
• the very special moments.
• failed n’ established
• direction, goals, challenges

WITHOUT n’ CANT LOOK BACK

night of gazillion nightmares

sorrow/
sadness &
pain,
undroppable tears
these feelings, never go away,
even if I allow you to stay
only if you can survive to see how i really am.
headache,
champagne&
cigarettes
love?
chocolate&
sweet pampering love?
candle light,
jokes.
who are you trying to be when/
life is out of your control
it’s too late
it’s too sad
it is what is is.

I want to hold you,
i want a company,
you are not here,
none of you were.
say farewell my love,
goodbye.

SPARE ME ALL THE DRAMAS and just let me be.