reprise

closure for an endless dream.

by on Jan.11, 2016, under blahblahblah, Daily, him, Life, Thoughts

back to start.
其實不管是你喜歡的還是我愛的
戴著面具亦是強迫偽裝的
你要的我要的都不是一起的
傻著追輪迴的輪迴
花錢的享受的不足掛齒的不在意的循環著的
開心的哭還是傷心著笑
遊戲人生還是被愚弄的快樂
縱容過可以被放棄的
也沒什麼一定要不要的
it’s been 7 month.
i am letting you go for good.
thank you for everything and nothing.
bye.
曾經義無反顧的終究不是自己的
夢還是夢想還是想念還是念
remember when i asked you to take me away
and you said you will always standby me?

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66.

by on Jan.11, 2016, under numerous

today i made an impulsive mistake
i registered my number with line
so i deleted everything and every piece of memory.

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so i hear they sing.

by on Dec.15, 2015, under poetry, quote

Here, here will I remain
With worms that are thy chamber maids.
Oh, here
Will I set up my everlasting rest,
And shake the yoke of inauspicious stars
From this world-wearied flesh.
Eyes, look your last.
Arms, take your last embrace.
And, lips, O you
The doors of breath, seal with a righteous kiss
A dateless bargain
to engrossing death.
Come, bitter conduct,
come, unsavoury guide.
Thou desperate pilot, now at once run on
The dashing rocks
thy seasick, weary bark.
Here’s to my love…..

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Sadness for eternity

by on Oct.26, 2015, under Daily, him, missflora, Thoughts

R.I.P
we tried, we failed
and now we just have to bury everything
along with the memories
six feet underground.
I still miss you.
Love.

Sorry that i failed you, and i failed us.

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LOVE. is. sw.e.l.l*

by on Aug.19, 2015, under him, Life, missflora, Thoughts

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holdingmyself

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silentdying

light of day
Speaking of principles & checklists.
r.e.v.i.e.w, how i miss you so.*

  • thy sweet craziness.
    …..SINful secrets buried.
    events uncaptured, faces unphotoed.
    memories cant be forgotten.…/the things that reminds me of you.

pictures & films without faces.
s.l.o.w motions, candid ideas. foamy affairs….
the dirty. sexy S.P.L.A.S.H.E.S.
ever so hectic subway streets
//of chaotic surprises….
IMAGINATIONS beyond illusions.

broken dates & disappointments.
losing.
expectation unfulfilled.
What happened in the middle of AUG?. …believe.after.belief.
how she
craves.
for. the.
touch of .
her STAR crossed.

hoping to get a real farewell.
another chinese valentines, i miss you and i m sad.

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typhoon soudelor.

by on Aug.08, 2015, under Daily, event

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Thanks to daddy n mommy<3 for providing me and oreo a safe shelter in the crazy typhoon day. praying for all my friends and families. God bless Taiwan.*

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handicap

by on Aug.04, 2015, under blahblahblah, missflora, Thoughts

she’s a perfectionist in most things,
but a truly disabled in relationship
Someone who is incapable of love, or simply doesnt know how.
pure sorrowness, thoughts all drown to someone far a.w.a.y.
lack of substance & cutting down on the substances,
a relationship that talks no more about feelings, each other
but work.
what’s left to it?
what will come out of it?

i wish we can turn back time, when no whatsapp/line/wechat are invented,
emails are not used, we have actual conversations and phone calls,
we do skype and writings in letters…a stamp on the mail,
when there was more temperature to things,
some warmth, sweetness.

P.S. i need to do a new review and do it soon.

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The difference between us.

by on Jul.23, 2015, under blahblahblah, missflora, Thoughts

compassionate

There are laws, rules, values and standards
but it may not apply to everyone,
yes the basic moral or restrictions will ALWAYS be the same,
but in some cases, the standards to be considered differently.
Us human beings, we sometimes think outside the box,
we all have different backgrounds, educations, certain life experience,
things that may make us stand out from the ordinary,
logic or behaviors that makes us unique among the others,
principles that will change certain way of how things are supposed be,
you can’t just judge a book by it’s cover like you can’t just simply apply what you know to everyone.
Always learn, adapt, understand and most importantly, execute,
be compassionate.

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see through my eyes, touch through my skin

by on Jun.17, 2015, under blahblahblah, missflora, Photography, Thoughts

dont
underestimate=)
i am simply your d.r.e.a.m come TRUE<3
lock me up if you can
with the sunshine
with the raindrops
with the rainbows after the storm
with the hurricane to blow your mind
with the snow to make you crave for warmth
with the thunder to hype you to the sky
with the shadows to proof your existence
with the world to make you complete

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photos: aaron feaver

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Keep my glass full until morning light, coz I’m just holding on for tonight

by on Jun.15, 2015, under blahblahblah, Daily, girl, him, missflora, reprise

3 cities in two days.
SG was great, Johor<3 KL always awesome.

    • The more than special Rose champagne<3
      / t.i.p.s.y smile./=)
    • great depression.-let you all go.
    • of distant and isolation.

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  • the loneliest dinner for 2,
    wine & food, silence+ t.e.a.r.s.
  • speaking of 緣分太淺
    met too early. off timing.- without.
    the one she THOUGHT she could lean on.
  • taking all a.w.a.y. pulling all a.p.a.r.t.
  • nothingleftformetostay.
  • suffocating June.
    sorry about her heart being not strong enough……
  • un c o n  d i t  i o n a l. lies.
    a pause.
    goodbye.

 

  • heart shredded.
    please let me know if you can pick up the pieces that i cant fix.
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