reprise

handicap

by on Aug.04, 2015, under blahblahblah, missflora, Thoughts

she’s a perfectionist in most things,
but a truly disabled in relationship
Someone who is incapable of love, or simply doesnt know how.
pure sorrowness, thoughts all drown to someone far a.w.a.y.
lack of substance & cutting down on the substances,
a relationship that talks no more about feelings, each other
but work.
what’s left to it?
what will come out of it?

i wish we can turn back time, when no whatsapp/line/wechat are invented,
emails are not used, we have actual conversations and phone calls,
we do skype and writings in letters…a stamp on the mail,
when there was more temperature to things,
some warmth, sweetness.

P.S. i need to do a new review and do it soon.

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The difference between us.

by on Jul.23, 2015, under blahblahblah, missflora, Thoughts

compassionate

There are laws, rules, values and standards
but it may not apply to everyone,
yes the basic moral or restrictions will ALWAYS be the same,
but in some cases, the standards to be considered differently.
Us human beings, we sometimes think outside the box,
we all have different backgrounds, educations, certain life experience,
things that may make us stand out from the ordinary,
logic or behaviors that makes us unique among the others,
principles that will change certain way of how things are supposed be,
you can’t just judge a book by it’s cover like you can’t just simply apply what you know to everyone.
Always learn, adapt, understand and most importantly, execute,
be compassionate.

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see through my eyes, touch through my skin

by on Jun.17, 2015, under blahblahblah, missflora, Photography, Thoughts

dont
underestimate=)
i am simply your d.r.e.a.m come TRUE<3
lock me up if you can
with the sunshine
with the raindrops
with the rainbows after the storm
with the hurricane to blow your mind
with the snow to make you crave for warmth
with the thunder to hype you to the sky
with the shadows to proof your existence
with the world to make you complete

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photos: aaron feaver

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Keep my glass full until morning light, coz I’m just holding on for tonight

by on Jun.15, 2015, under blahblahblah, Daily, girl, him, missflora, reprise

3 cities in two days.
SG was great, Johor<3 KL always awesome.

    • The more than special Rose champagne<3
      / t.i.p.s.y smile./=)
    • great depression.-let you all go.
    • of distant and isolation.

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  • the loneliest dinner for 2,
    wine & food, silence+ t.e.a.r.s.
  • speaking of 緣分太淺
    met too early. off timing.- without.
    the one she THOUGHT she could lean on.
  • taking all a.w.a.y. pulling all a.p.a.r.t.
  • nothingleftformetostay.
  • suffocating June.
    sorry about her heart being not strong enough……
  • un c o n  d i t  i o n a l. lies.
    a pause.
    goodbye.

 

  • heart shredded.
    please let me know if you can pick up the pieces that i cant fix.
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recent recaps & to-dos*

by on Jun.05, 2015, under Daily

it’s a list of not knowing.*. getting ouTTa control.

  • new.*
  • mandatory changes.
    of OCD. + endless paranoia
  • s.l.o.w down. look on.
  • casual dinner dates<3 H.J.C.
  • 914 big day coming up
  • him&her.
    their broken s.o.u.l.s
  • writing is good. not a hypochondriac
  • passed out for 10 hrs.

.running.
So tell me when my sorrows over,
You’re the reason why I’m closed
….

  • ///Woman in Gold
  • Major Craving for Substance.
    lets. take a walk.
  • diet. no more chips from TODAY!
    the awesome high 5KG.
  • finish drops of god @神の雫 Kami no Shizuku
  • letssss. work
    for the f.i.t.t.i.n.g
  • demanding for an .alternative.
    fold
    & unfold.
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The Art of Losing

by on Jun.02, 2015, under film, quote

Good morning. It’s an honor to be here.
The poet Elizabeth Bishoponce wrote:
‘the Art of Losing isn’t hard to master:
so many things seem filled with the intent
to be lost that their loss is no disaster.’

I’m not a poet,
I am a person living with Early Onset Alzheimer’s,
and as that person I find myself learning the art of losing every day.
Losing my bearings,
losing objects,
losing sleep,
but mostly
losing memories…

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Source: Still Alice

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ecstatic creature.

by on May.29, 2015, under blahblahblah, Thoughts

its about losing
its about having nothing to let go of
it’s about you
its about being just me
its about expectation
its about not having anything to look up to
its about refusing to grow up,
time stop, hearts locked, feelings numb.
major optimism extreme pessimistic or in reverse.

constantly on the high roll.
La joie de vivre
threads of thoughts.. the most idealistic.

only if someone can understand. things are never as easy as it seems.
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metamorphose

by on May.27, 2015, under Photography, Thoughts

pearl tears
st.a.r.ry s..t.a.r.ry
extract.
& .evolve.
when you believe.

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photo: Lina Scheynius

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with all the BS being said.

by on May.27, 2015, under blahblahblah, Daily

here is my. six month not so recent recap
may, two thousand& f.i.f.t.eeee.e.n.
in the <3 of.
soul. r.e.location, time heals. smile fade
P.S. 0813 delivered
reprise. w.h.a.t happens after dreams come true?.

  • write something.
    read. sth. watch an a.r.t film…
  • a PERFECT .get away.its been awhile since 
    achieving.
    own sense o.f. accomplishments.\
  • stagnant. promises.
  • the wines in my vessels, words…
    c.r.a.w.l.i.n.g in my finger tips….tip.
  • old habit= n.e.w Routine.

and let the game begin….x

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