Archive for April, 2010
i miss the times when we run and play in the heavy rain.
can’t be wiped off
can’t sleep and don’t feel awake.
I want to breathe.
//without thinking about anything.
I wrote something I can’t explain,
I wrote it without thinking,
I wrote it for an imaginary friend (you)
I wrote it when I saw his and her photos together,
I wrote something without proof,
I wrote it after 4 glasses of wine, alone
I wrote the questions with answers in my mind,
I wrote without wanting to write.
been in love with this song by Sugababes since 2003
I live my life in chains
Got my hands in chains
And I can’t stick with the cards
That I got with a deal
Like this I must insist
That a girl’s got more to do
Then be the way you think a woman should
I’m taking it into my own hands
In this man’s land I can understand
Why I’m taking command
Had enough of stuff
And now it’s time to think about me, me yeah
And you can easily gamble your life away
Second after second
And day by day
You play the game or you walk away
It’s a new turn on a blue day
And a cool deal of life for me
And it’s all good
I’ve always played it safe nothing’s ever safe
Give me the courage to back my own convictions
Every decision I make I pay it back and more
Now turn the cards and let them fall to me
I don’t need to play on with the hand that they have given me
I’ll give it back cos it’s not the way it has to be
I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier
I know that the clubs are weapons of war
I know that diamonds mean money for this art
But that’s not the shape of my heart
oh wait, I forgot I am there already,
I only just spent a weekend in paradise.
I don’t, know you
Don’t know those melancholy eyes I see
Do you even know me?
Your scent is familiar
Your voice familiar, but those words you speak,
Are not familiar to me