reprise

We’re best friends
We hold hands
We’re in love
You’re my man

Darling, no
That’s not me
I’m a ghost
In the sheets

The Virgin

A: ok u know that “time is money right”?
so time = money
and dating a girl = time and money
F: so?
A: girl = money x money
girl = money^2
F: lol thats cuteee but noo girl dating guy is time and money too ok!!!!!
A: and because money is the root of all evil
girl = Root money^2
A: so it’s safe to say…
girls = evil

photos by: Annabel Mehran

its the things that i want,
the trait i look for,
its just might not be suitable.
i am beginning to have doubts

you have us in white
and i have us in black.
i like this monochrome contrast in our msn displays
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been pmsing big time ever since i came back from CP,
mixing dates, paranoid, insomnia, dizzy, nails crackin, swollen face, red eyes….
haven’t cry for too long, i wish i can cry myself to sleep tonight
but i just can’t feel sadness
currently feeling monotone

The faces all around me they don’t smile they just crack
Waiting for our ship to come but our ships not coming back
We do our time like pennies in a jar
What are we saving for

There’s a smell of stale fear that’s reeking from our skins.
The drinking never stops because the drinks absolve our sins
We sit and grow our roots into the floor
But what are we waiting for?

So give me something to believe
Cause I am living just to breathe
And I need something more
To keep on breathing for
So give me something to believe

for i m fading to the darkest sky

Photos by: Caroline Newell

Mr.A: i felt weird

missflora:  how

Mr.A: i wonder if i am turning into gay

missflora:  no way

Mr.A: could that be i havent have sex for too long
fuuuck

missflora:  r u fantasizing about men

Mr.A: i dunno, i do think some guys are cute
but the thing is
the girls who i used to think they are cute,
i dont think they are attractive no more

missflora:  maybe it’s just because ur taste in girls changed

Mr.A: no way
plus….i dont have a certain taste ….not sure

missflora:  i think its just ur taste, or ur style has changed

Mr.A: u know how i used to tell u that sometimes my personality shift

missflora:  yes i remember

Mr.A: i dunno
there was one time
while i was still with Ms.B
i  have no desire to sleept with her for like more than a month

missflora:  mmm

Mr.A: now i have this feeling that i have no desire to sleep with any girl

missflora:  you r just being man, for not wanting to sleep with your girlfriend

Mr.A: ok fine

missflora:  maybe you just suddenly got sick of it

Mr.A: lol
am i that lucky
to get sick of girls

missflora:  its like food, you like truffles, but u had too much of it and lost your appetite
or
u hafnt had sex for too long lol and you dont remember the pleasure of it.
its usually one way or another
i didnt want a bf for a long time does that mean i m lesbian?

Mr.A: i wish its more like i have too much sex

missflora:  lol

Mr.A: but no
ya……

missflora:  just at a certain point of time u might not have feelings for anything..
not exactly because u dont want it, u just dont crave it or desire it

Mr.A: yea
anyways
the story will continue
the discovering of my true self
lol

missflora:  good nite

Mr.A: BYE BYE
Mr.A: 如果我出家的話幫我帶些蘋果

Shanghai Solar Eclipse
flickr: Precious Dream

flickr: Lumi @ China

flickr: Lumi @ China

AM9:39 Shanghai
flickr:Marc van der Chijs

AM9:44 Shanghai
flickr:Marc van der Chijs

first time seeing solar eclipse,
it was so bright i cant really look straight into it,
but with a bit cloud and shade its just simply astonishing

There’s things I want,
There’s things I think I want,
There’s things I have,
There’s things I wanna have,
They say the more you fly,
The more you risk your life
Well I’m just looking,
I’m not buying,
I’m just looking,
Keeps me smiling

I’m just looking,
I’m not buying,
ooh, I’m just looking,
Keeps me trying

I’m just looking by Stereophonics

photos: Chris Searl

i love my life here!
its all very random and we had a good time=)

seriously! whats with me and “p” sign these days
it seems like all the guys around me are that horoscope
planning for saturday’s party already, but still i want to go shoppin in hk