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empty status

by on May.23, 2017, under him, Life, missflora, Thoughts

end of the end.
14 month

nothing left.
nothing gained.
non-stop refreshing.
to expect?
a relationship without heart is nothing but an empty status.
greetings from strangers
cold air between couples
wonderful surprises and unwanted gestures
left with neglected souls.
abandoned oath
& long lost dreams.
沒有意外的變奏
rewind.倒帶

//Take my heart, pull it apart.
And take my brain, or what remains
and throw it all away

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recent recaps & to-dos*

by on May.07, 2017, under blahblahblah, Life, Thoughts

  • reset*
    & learn from scratch
  • self balance
  • step by step-
  • everything is in one place. or not/
    standing until. the next change*
  • be your humble self.

To dos…

  • MBA or EMBA in two years-
  • Save up*
    with more patience —-
  • diet* //determination is a must
  • Golf
  • Horseback Riding – art films with horses=)
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Impermanence of life

by on Dec.31, 2016, under Life, missflora, poetry, reprise, Thoughts

當明白無常,
就不會張揚。今日華麗風光,明日可能狼藉一場。
當明白無常,
就不會悲傷。今日愁雲慘澹,明日可能滿天陽光。
當明白無常,
得,有什麼喜。失,有什麼傷,得失在不停轉換中。

當你明白無常,一切都覺得正常。

– 老占

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closure for an endless dream.

by on Jan.11, 2016, under blahblahblah, Daily, him, Life, Thoughts

back to start.
其實不管是你喜歡的還是我愛的
戴著面具亦是強迫偽裝的
你要的我要的都不是一起的
傻著追輪迴的輪迴
花錢的享受的不足掛齒的不在意的循環著的
開心的哭還是傷心著笑
遊戲人生還是被愚弄的快樂
縱容過可以被放棄的
也沒什麼一定要不要的
it’s been 7 month.
i am letting you go for good.
thank you for everything and nothing.
bye.
曾經義無反顧的終究不是自己的
夢還是夢想還是想念還是念
remember when i asked you to take me away
and you said you will always standby me?

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LOVE. is. sw.e.l.l*

by on Aug.19, 2015, under him, Life, missflora, Thoughts

alonelonelygirl

holdingmyself

iwillloveyouunconditionally

silentdying

light of day
Speaking of principles & checklists.
r.e.v.i.e.w, how i miss you so.*

  • thy sweet craziness.
    …..SINful secrets buried.
    events uncaptured, faces unphotoed.
    memories cant be forgotten.…/the things that reminds me of you.

pictures & films without faces.
s.l.o.w motions, candid ideas. foamy affairs….
the dirty. sexy S.P.L.A.S.H.E.S.
ever so hectic subway streets
//of chaotic surprises….
IMAGINATIONS beyond illusions.

broken dates & disappointments.
losing.
expectation unfulfilled.
What happened in the middle of AUG?. …believe.after.belief.
how she
craves.
for. the.
touch of .
her STAR crossed.

hoping to get a real farewell.
another chinese valentines, i miss you and i m sad.

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the road has an endless end

by on Oct.28, 2013, under Daily, Life

runcouple

rrrrrrun

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在秋季寒風刺骨的夜裡,她欣喜若狂的跳著笑著奔跑著,
像個孩子一樣,在安和路寂靜的馬路上義無反顧的跑,
彷彿一切思緒能棄出凡塵,相處的那一個小時像是一個世紀,
所有傷心思念隱藏在嘻笑怒罵的面具中,
誰知道兩個人大半夜賽跑也可以是一件浪漫的事。
內心早已千瘡百孔,說出來就會想起,想起就會思念,於是不看不說不提不想,
亦如常態的嗜睡,睡了又醒醒了又睡,瞬間喪失活動的能力,
想什麼要什麼等待的到底是什麼?
日有所思,夜果然有所夢,只可惜美夢成真就不是夢了。

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SET ME FREE

by on Oct.07, 2013, under Daily, I let my heart wonder, Life, Thoughts

and lets take a walk by the sea<3
laugh & learn w/
—- no regrets….xx
farewell to my blastin summer 2013
blessed w/ J.O.Y.=)

blowwwww

freedom

sunglassesreflecccct

palmtreeeees

kissbeach
via: weheartit


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done in a million ways.

by on Jul.09, 2013, under Life, missflora, Thoughts

ilostyou

outofcontrol

nothingmattersanymore
via: weheartit

。 to something i truly treasured.
big m.e.s.s great F U S S. countless arguments with a sad lame text message ending.

  • on repeat excessively . taking the pain away
  • t i e d to the dark side of love
    done/did/doing the right thing.? 
  • sudden attack.
    a.m.b.i.t.i.o.u.s thoughts/ racing m i n d s*
    //confront the inevitable
  • P A N D O R A. buried
  •  walk me somewhere i can see the sea.
  • no more. just no more.
it’s been about a month,
but i still miss you.
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I let my heart wonder

by on Mar.13, 2013, under blahblahblah, I let my heart wonder, Life

C r a y in all the positive ways lately*
REFERENCES of t.h.i.n.g.s.
rushing
blue-greens
& big pie,
bread crumbs,
oh! weather?,
PROPAGANDA*
sparkling bubbles w/-
the pork knuckles?
grand ceremonies
new hearts///
and now
I just want to go s.o.m.e.w.h.e.r.e
pick a destination?

where we would never need to care again.
p.s
in love w/
the sound of
a ticking clock
….xxx

coffee_cig

bookshelf_light bookshelf_light

go_somewhere

brendiana305_flower brendiana305_rose
source: brendiana305

things
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關於離開這件事

by on Feb.21, 2013, under event, Life, missflora, reprise, Thoughts

慣性把重心置於工作,
過分投入,
嚴重失衡。
抽離現實的代價比支離破碎還痛
非感情、談事情
自覺緣分未盡,卻要離去

為了忙碌而盲目,
死心塌地。
自以為是的情緒管控,卻被理性反向操作
moving on.
哭完以後,發現沒什麼好留戀的
生存是為了成就與貢獻。
今天的完結不完美,於是學會駕馭明天。
在台北的時後算了流年,
告訴自己不能聽天由緣,
而要利用年。

她很認真的在探討她的辭呈,
一瞬即發的情緒
她忘記他曾經的原則是要疏離。

文字不悲情,只是無意義的呻吟。

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