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empty status

by on May.23, 2017, under him, Life, missflora, Thoughts

end of the end.
14 month

nothing left.
nothing gained.
non-stop refreshing.
to expect?
a relationship without heart is nothing but an empty status.
greetings from strangers
cold air between couples
wonderful surprises and unwanted gestures
left with neglected souls.
abandoned oath
& long lost dreams.
沒有意外的變奏
rewind.倒帶

//Take my heart, pull it apart.
And take my brain, or what remains
and throw it all away

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Goals*

by on May.07, 2017, under Life, missflora, review

Short term:
// Golf, horseback riding,
// Spend less and save more
// Food blog?
// Diet
// stable for another year – till 2018 CNY- unless better chance*

Mid Term
// MBA or EMBA
Long Term
// TBD.

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recent recaps & to-dos*

by on May.07, 2017, under blahblahblah, Life, Thoughts

  • reset*
    & learn from scratch
  • self balance
  • step by step-
  • everything is in one place. or not/
    standing until. the next change*
  • be your humble self.

To dos…

  • MBA or EMBA in two years-
  • Save up*
    with more patience —-
  • diet* //determination is a must
  • Golf
  • Horseback Riding – art films with horses=)
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Impermanence of life

by on Dec.31, 2016, under Life, missflora, poetry, reprise, Thoughts

當明白無常,
就不會張揚。今日華麗風光,明日可能狼藉一場。
當明白無常,
就不會悲傷。今日愁雲慘澹,明日可能滿天陽光。
當明白無常,
得,有什麼喜。失,有什麼傷,得失在不停轉換中。

當你明白無常,一切都覺得正常。

– 老占

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closure for an endless dream.

by on Jan.11, 2016, under blahblahblah, Daily, him, Life, Thoughts

back to start.
其實不管是你喜歡的還是我愛的
戴著面具亦是強迫偽裝的
你要的我要的都不是一起的
傻著追輪迴的輪迴
花錢的享受的不足掛齒的不在意的循環著的
開心的哭還是傷心著笑
遊戲人生還是被愚弄的快樂
縱容過可以被放棄的
也沒什麼一定要不要的
it’s been 7 month.
i am letting you go for good.
thank you for everything and nothing.
bye.
曾經義無反顧的終究不是自己的
夢還是夢想還是想念還是念
remember when i asked you to take me away
and you said you will always standby me?

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LOVE. is. sw.e.l.l*

by on Aug.19, 2015, under him, Life, missflora, Thoughts

alonelonelygirl

holdingmyself

iwillloveyouunconditionally

silentdying

light of day
Speaking of principles & checklists.
r.e.v.i.e.w, how i miss you so.*

  • thy sweet craziness.
    …..SINful secrets buried.
    events uncaptured, faces unphotoed.
    memories cant be forgotten.…/the things that reminds me of you.

pictures & films without faces.
s.l.o.w motions, candid ideas. foamy affairs….
the dirty. sexy S.P.L.A.S.H.E.S.
ever so hectic subway streets
//of chaotic surprises….
IMAGINATIONS beyond illusions.

broken dates & disappointments.
losing.
expectation unfulfilled.
What happened in the middle of AUG?. …believe.after.belief.
how she
craves.
for. the.
touch of .
her STAR crossed.

hoping to get a real farewell.
another chinese valentines, i miss you and i m sad.

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the road has an endless end

by on Oct.28, 2013, under Daily, Life

runcouple

rrrrrrun

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在秋季寒風刺骨的夜裡,她欣喜若狂的跳著笑著奔跑著,
像個孩子一樣,在安和路寂靜的馬路上義無反顧的跑,
彷彿一切思緒能棄出凡塵,相處的那一個小時像是一個世紀,
所有傷心思念隱藏在嘻笑怒罵的面具中,
誰知道兩個人大半夜賽跑也可以是一件浪漫的事。
內心早已千瘡百孔,說出來就會想起,想起就會思念,於是不看不說不提不想,
亦如常態的嗜睡,睡了又醒醒了又睡,瞬間喪失活動的能力,
想什麼要什麼等待的到底是什麼?
日有所思,夜果然有所夢,只可惜美夢成真就不是夢了。

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SET ME FREE

by on Oct.07, 2013, under Daily, I let my heart wonder, Life, Thoughts

and lets take a walk by the sea<3
laugh & learn w/
—- no regrets….xx
farewell to my blastin summer 2013
blessed w/ J.O.Y.=)

blowwwww

freedom

sunglassesreflecccct

palmtreeeees

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done in a million ways.

by on Jul.09, 2013, under Life, missflora, Thoughts

ilostyou

outofcontrol

nothingmattersanymore
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。 to something i truly treasured.
big m.e.s.s great F U S S. countless arguments with a sad lame text message ending.

  • on repeat excessively . taking the pain away
  • t i e d to the dark side of love
    done/did/doing the right thing.? 
  • sudden attack.
    a.m.b.i.t.i.o.u.s thoughts/ racing m i n d s*
    //confront the inevitable
  • P A N D O R A. buried
  •  walk me somewhere i can see the sea.
  • no more. just no more.
it’s been about a month,
but i still miss you.
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I let my heart wonder

by on Mar.13, 2013, under blahblahblah, I let my heart wonder, Life

C r a y in all the positive ways lately*
REFERENCES of t.h.i.n.g.s.
rushing
blue-greens
& big pie,
bread crumbs,
oh! weather?,
PROPAGANDA*
sparkling bubbles w/-
the pork knuckles?
grand ceremonies
new hearts///
and now
I just want to go s.o.m.e.w.h.e.r.e
pick a destination?

where we would never need to care again.
p.s
in love w/
the sound of
a ticking clock
….xxx

coffee_cig

bookshelf_light bookshelf_light

go_somewhere

brendiana305_flower brendiana305_rose
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