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equation for women are evil

by on Jul.29, 2009, under blahblahblah, chitchat

A: ok u know that “time is money right”?
so time = money
and dating a girl = time and money
F: so?
A: girl = money x money
girl = money^2
F: lol thats cuteee but noo girl dating guy is time and money too ok!!!!!
A: and because money is the root of all evil
girl = Root money^2
A: so it’s safe to say…
girls = evil

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i wonder if i am turning into gay

by on Jul.23, 2009, under blahblahblah, chitchat, Daily

Mr.A: i felt weird

missflora:  how

Mr.A: i wonder if i am turning into gay

missflora:  no way

Mr.A: could that be i havent have sex for too long
fuuuck

missflora:  r u fantasizing about men

Mr.A: i dunno, i do think some guys are cute
but the thing is
the girls who i used to think they are cute,
i dont think they are attractive no more

missflora:  maybe it’s just because ur taste in girls changed

Mr.A: no way
plus….i dont have a certain taste ….not sure

missflora:  i think its just ur taste, or ur style has changed

Mr.A: u know how i used to tell u that sometimes my personality shift

missflora:  yes i remember

Mr.A: i dunno
there was one time
while i was still with Ms.B
i  have no desire to sleept with her for like more than a month

missflora:  mmm

Mr.A: now i have this feeling that i have no desire to sleep with any girl

missflora:  you r just being man, for not wanting to sleep with your girlfriend

Mr.A: ok fine

missflora:  maybe you just suddenly got sick of it

Mr.A: lol
am i that lucky
to get sick of girls

missflora:  its like food, you like truffles, but u had too much of it and lost your appetite
or
u hafnt had sex for too long lol and you dont remember the pleasure of it.
its usually one way or another
i didnt want a bf for a long time does that mean i m lesbian?

Mr.A: i wish its more like i have too much sex

missflora:  lol

Mr.A: but no
ya……

missflora:  just at a certain point of time u might not have feelings for anything..
not exactly because u dont want it, u just dont crave it or desire it

Mr.A: yea
anyways
the story will continue
the discovering of my true self
lol

missflora:  good nite

Mr.A: BYE BYE
Mr.A: 如果我出家的話幫我帶些蘋果

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why be escapism while you can be fabulous

by on Jun.22, 2009, under chitchat, Daily, Thoughts

so this is from hiliiger

Part – 1

i know what u looking for
something extraoridinary
but
with freedom

Part – 2

hilfiger says:
so i was wondering, if u ever have the best how would u know what is best for u

missflora says:
u never know if its the best,
you only kno if its suitable

hilfiger says:
ok true

missflora says:
and other people might tell you its the best.
but u wont agree.

missflora says:
there is no such thing as best in love.

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ingrammatic. anagrammatic.

by on May.27, 2009, under blahblahblah, chitchat

last nite’s msn conversation with hiflger.

hilfiger says:
flora i want to be a hopelessly romantic

missflora says:
lol, why? because i m too practical?

hilfiger says:
but not everyone wil, understand
i think even if i try to be
some people just wont get it

missflora says:
its not that they dont get it,
they just want to avoid it

hilfiger says:
so i stop bothering to be
in front of them
so i can fit in

missflora says:
u r too good for them
and  i m the opposite

hilfiger says:
no u are not
u know
if something has a value
its because people agree on that value
otherwise there is no value

hilfiger says:
even if its a diamond

hilfiger says:
so u arent like them because i value ur thoughts
but then dats if they think i have that value
but then are they good enough to value me themselves

missflora says:
yea i get your point
but well our value is defined by others..
and thats just the way life is.

hilfiger says:
i do think there is a true value

missflora says:
how can you tell if its a true value or not
there is no true value because we can never get to the truth.

hilfiger says:
i cant
its arbitrary
thing

missflora says:
so u never now
you can only guess..

hilfiger says:
its like the pi
u dont know its true value
so u can only get that close
as close as u can get

missflora says:
but you still want to find out its true value

hilfiger says:
YES
but close enough is good enough
lol

missflora says:
but u dont kno how close you are
people want the truth and people hate the truth

hilfiger says:
its pointless
trying to find out how close u are

missflora says:
but people still do

hilfiger says:
u need to know
if its valueable or its trash
keep it or dump it

missflora says:
its funny how the closer people get they further they want to run away…

hilfiger says:
or this one is more valueable than another

missflora says:
yea we are born to compare.
compete…because we will never know the truth about anything and we are never complete.

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sleep like a baby

by on Apr.26, 2009, under blahblahblah, chitchat

in your arms.
i miss having you around.

erin-nelson-230
ph/ erin jane nelson

its day 13 in sz. and things were a bit dramatic.
facial
big stuffed toy
clubbing
pole dancing/ singing/ late night snacks =)
alcohol
grocery
flights
alcohol
hotel
alcohol
conflicts
—————————————————————–
paranoid
alcohol
numb
hotpot
flowers
mcdonalds
dim sum.
food is the best cure for everything=p
in desperate need for morning call

i forgot about the pillows again

get away from them.
keep calm for a moment
stay in reality

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i m deaf so i see things clearly. or not?

by on Feb.26, 2009, under blahblahblah, chitchat, Photography, Thoughts

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ph: Lina Scheynius

msn

hilfiger:
dont be a hater

missflora:
i m not a hater

hilfiger:
mmmkay

missflora:
i dont realli hate anything
i just dont feel much related to the world

hilfiger:
yaa

missflora:
i’ve isolated myself

hilfiger:
i feel u
the world try to talk to u, but u dont hear them

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一旦對你親切你就無法尊重她了

by on Feb.19, 2009, under blahblahblah, chitchat, Daily, him, Life

MSN*

tom: i always felt like valentine time is like prom…for the grown ups

flora: my boyfriend didnt let me go to my prom
so screw that

tom: why didnt u go to prom with ur bf then

flora: my bf was like 29

tom: lots ppl they dont really like each other
but
because they dont wanna be alone
so 還是假裝快樂
然後勉強在一起 even there is no strong feeling

flora: true very
aha so i never force myself to be with anybody

flora: ok
actually thats a lie

tom: lol

flora: i did that before

tom: and how did it go

flora: bad
i thought i like him though

tom: rebound?

flora: wut do u mean by rebound

tom: like…
u broke up with someone
then u need someone to comfort u
maybe thats not the case huh

flora: nah*that guy was nice

tom: there is nothing wrong with doing sweet things

flora: i just think its lame
so yea that guy was really nice
but still i did wut i always do
i said all the very negative things..

tom:
一旦對你親切你就無法尊重她了
for guys

tom: its a quote actually

flora: yea so i guess its human nature
then we got together rite

tom: rite

flora: and i was still sayin all the very negative things

tom: like how

flora: not jsut about him
but like the relationship too

tom: that is very mean

flora: coz if we are together i think it has to work
but the future just doesnt seem bright at all
not that i want to marry him
but i want it to be stable
i cant afford anything goin wrong with my life

tom: sometimes i feel like
before i am with someone, i already see the end
but once a while i will be like…maybe i should give a try
but i already know its ganna end some time, even before it start
ok back to ur topic

flora: then when i decieded to give it a try
he backfired

tom: what do u mean

flora: he started feeling the same things too
well, i m just too realistic, not in the material way more like practical…

tom: but what do u mean by backfire

flora: like then he felt the same thing becoz i keep sayin those things
and he said those things bak to me

tom: i think its always like that

flora: yes its very typical

tom: u chase, he ran
he chase u ran

tom: so how did it end

flora: we both agreed that we need a break but i felt awful

tom: and?

flora: coz everytime i say very bad things he was like
OH everything is gon be fine blah blah blah
but yea i kno its my problem

tom: i think
maybe sometimes we say
we have this problem and that
but while we are with different person, that might not even be a problem
i think its the chemistry

flora: wut chemistry

tom: like u are acting this way
with him
but while u are with someone else
u will be different
dunno what i am saying
but u got IT

flora: math solves it all

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no matter what, i will keep looking

by on Feb.13, 2009, under chitchat, Life, Thoughts

vegas 2007

常常我們自以為愛上某個人的時候
實際上喜歡的只是一個感覺,並不一定是我們真的喜歡上那個人
而當那個感覺走味了我們會試著把它抓回來
但就像食物一樣,壞了就是壞了
不管你怎麼嘗試包容等待
無論你加在多調味料
味道變了就再也回不來了
要真的說很愛,其實並不然,尋找的只是那個味道
如果是真的愛,就不會嘗試改變他原本的樣子
而當一段感情結束的時候
尋找的還是下一個讓你有感覺的人
雖然可能截然不同 但就是有那個味道存在
或許你會試著把新的那個人跟舊的影子重疊比對
有些新的,有些舊的,然後你找到了不一樣的味道,又重來一次
其實人一直在尋找對的感覺
就算不是自己真的想要的,只要某個人給了你類似的感覺,
你也會希望自己去接受,習慣那個新的味道
然後自己把自己搞得狠dramatic因為你愛的根本不是那個人
你強求留下的東西或許也根本不存在過…

F:所以就像我說的,人生下來就是個個體human are born alone, we are supposed to live like this without having someone.
E:但是也有另一種說法,就是因為人生下來是孤獨的,所以才需要另一個人陪伴,這樣才是真的complete
E:所以說為什麼人都怕寂寞,因為生下來就不complete
F:那為什麼我從來不覺得我需要陪伴,我只覺得因為身邊的人都有個伴,所以我好像也需要,但我不是真的需要,只是因為別人的需要才需要.

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