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empty status

by on May.23, 2017, under him, Life, missflora, Thoughts

end of the end.
14 month

nothing left.
nothing gained.
non-stop refreshing.
to expect?
a relationship without heart is nothing but an empty status.
greetings from strangers
cold air between couples
wonderful surprises and unwanted gestures
left with neglected souls.
abandoned oath
& long lost dreams.
沒有意外的變奏
rewind.倒帶

//Take my heart, pull it apart.
And take my brain, or what remains
and throw it all away

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Impermanence of life

by on Dec.31, 2016, under Life, missflora, poetry, reprise, Thoughts

當明白無常,
就不會張揚。今日華麗風光,明日可能狼藉一場。
當明白無常,
就不會悲傷。今日愁雲慘澹,明日可能滿天陽光。
當明白無常,
得,有什麼喜。失,有什麼傷,得失在不停轉換中。

當你明白無常,一切都覺得正常。

– 老占

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Sadness for eternity

by on Oct.26, 2015, under Daily, him, missflora, Thoughts

R.I.P
we tried, we failed
and now we just have to bury everything
along with the memories
six feet underground.
I still miss you.
Love.

Sorry that i failed you, and i failed us.

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LOVE. is. sw.e.l.l*

by on Aug.19, 2015, under him, Life, missflora, Thoughts

alonelonelygirl

holdingmyself

iwillloveyouunconditionally

silentdying

light of day
Speaking of principles & checklists.
r.e.v.i.e.w, how i miss you so.*

  • thy sweet craziness.
    …..SINful secrets buried.
    events uncaptured, faces unphotoed.
    memories cant be forgotten.…/the things that reminds me of you.

pictures & films without faces.
s.l.o.w motions, candid ideas. foamy affairs….
the dirty. sexy S.P.L.A.S.H.E.S.
ever so hectic subway streets
//of chaotic surprises….
IMAGINATIONS beyond illusions.

broken dates & disappointments.
losing.
expectation unfulfilled.
What happened in the middle of AUG?. …believe.after.belief.
how she
craves.
for. the.
touch of .
her STAR crossed.

hoping to get a real farewell.
another chinese valentines, i miss you and i m sad.

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handicap

by on Aug.04, 2015, under blahblahblah, missflora, Thoughts

she’s a perfectionist in most things,
but a truly disabled in relationship
Someone who is incapable of love, or simply doesnt know how.
pure sorrowness, thoughts all drown to someone far a.w.a.y.
lack of substance & cutting down on the substances,
a relationship that talks no more about feelings, each other
but work.
what’s left to it?
what will come out of it?

i wish we can turn back time, when no whatsapp/line/wechat are invented,
emails are not used, we have actual conversations and phone calls,
we do skype and writings in letters…a stamp on the mail,
when there was more temperature to things,
some warmth, sweetness.

P.S. i need to do a new review and do it soon.

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The difference between us.

by on Jul.23, 2015, under blahblahblah, missflora, Thoughts

compassionate

There are laws, rules, values and standards
but it may not apply to everyone,
yes the basic moral or restrictions will ALWAYS be the same,
but in some cases, the standards to be considered differently.
Us human beings, we sometimes think outside the box,
we all have different backgrounds, educations, certain life experience,
things that may make us stand out from the ordinary,
logic or behaviors that makes us unique among the others,
principles that will change certain way of how things are supposed be,
you can’t just judge a book by it’s cover like you can’t just simply apply what you know to everyone.
Always learn, adapt, understand and most importantly, execute,
be compassionate.

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see through my eyes, touch through my skin

by on Jun.17, 2015, under blahblahblah, missflora, Photography, Thoughts

dont
underestimate=)
i am simply your d.r.e.a.m come TRUE<3
lock me up if you can
with the sunshine
with the raindrops
with the rainbows after the storm
with the hurricane to blow your mind
with the snow to make you crave for warmth
with the thunder to hype you to the sky
with the shadows to proof your existence
with the world to make you complete

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photos: aaron feaver

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Keep my glass full until morning light, coz I’m just holding on for tonight

by on Jun.15, 2015, under blahblahblah, Daily, girl, him, missflora, reprise

3 cities in two days.
SG was great, Johor<3 KL always awesome.

    • The more than special Rose champagne<3
      / t.i.p.s.y smile./=)
    • great depression.-let you all go.
    • of distant and isolation.

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  • the loneliest dinner for 2,
    wine & food, silence+ t.e.a.r.s.
  • speaking of 緣分太淺
    met too early. off timing.- without.
    the one she THOUGHT she could lean on.
  • taking all a.w.a.y. pulling all a.p.a.r.t.
  • nothingleftformetostay.
  • suffocating June.
    sorry about her heart being not strong enough……
  • un c o n  d i t  i o n a l. lies.
    a pause.
    goodbye.

 

  • heart shredded.
    please let me know if you can pick up the pieces that i cant fix.
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recent recaps & to-dos*

by on Sep.30, 2013, under blahblahblah, him, missflora

this is the first version of recent recaps with my direct x indirect thoughts.
abt …something special fading a.w.a.y.=)

  • distance i.n. – b e t w e e n
    softly & slowly killing the memories created*
  • late night jazz
    x shooting s t a r
    x laughter on the beach – ? = long gone dreams.
  • the stop loss point.
  • of being together
    with or w/out happiness.
  • the truth is i never want to get married, i just want to be happy with someone who
    “we can c.o.m.p.l.e.m.e.n.t each other.”
  • lack of spark/ l.o.s.i.n.g hope/ letting GO.
    won’t cling, try to change nor ask for love in r.e.t.u.r.n….
  • can we be friends when we are like strangers again?
    and lets end with a smile*=)
    …….since it started with one…=))))

thank you* i will walk out the door, put on my lip-gloss with a sugar sweet dress and smile with the next somebody.

.

.
so my blog got shut down for about….a long long time
* completed the endlessss journey: Shenzhen/ Guangzhou/ Malaysia/ Singapore/ Bangkok/ Hong Kong/ Japan just finished in one month…

SHOPPING list

  • A First-rate Madness:Uncovering the Links between Leadership and Mental Illness
  • Intentional Dissonance
  • I wrote this for you
  • The Photography Of Jon Ellis
  • studyyyyyyy books….=(((

 

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done in a million ways.

by on Jul.09, 2013, under Life, missflora, Thoughts

ilostyou

outofcontrol

nothingmattersanymore
via: weheartit

。 to something i truly treasured.
big m.e.s.s great F U S S. countless arguments with a sad lame text message ending.

  • on repeat excessively . taking the pain away
  • t i e d to the dark side of love
    done/did/doing the right thing.? 
  • sudden attack.
    a.m.b.i.t.i.o.u.s thoughts/ racing m i n d s*
    //confront the inevitable
  • P A N D O R A. buried
  •  walk me somewhere i can see the sea.
  • no more. just no more.
it’s been about a month,
but i still miss you.
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