back to start.
it’s been 7 month.
i am letting you go for good.
thank you for everything and nothing.
remember when i asked you to take me away
and you said you will always standby me?
we tried, we failed
and now we just have to bury everything
along with the memories
six feet underground.
I still miss you.
Sorry that i failed you, and i failed us.
light of day
Speaking of principles & checklists.
how i miss you so.*
- thy sweet craziness.
events uncaptured, faces unphotoed.
cantbe forgotten. …/the things that reminds me of you.
pictures & films without
– s.l.o.w motions, candid ideas. foamy affairs….
the dirty. sexy S.P.L.A.S.H.E.S.
ever so hectic subway streets
//of chaotic surprises….
IMAGINATIONS beyond illusions.
broken dates & disappointments.
What happened in the middle of AUG?. …be
touch of .
crossed. hoping to get a real farewell.
another chinese valentines, i miss you and i m sad.
3 cities in two days.
SG was great, Johor<3 KL always awesome.
- The more than special Rose champagne<3
/ t.i.p.s.y smile./=)
- great depression.-let you all
- of distant and isolation.
- the loneliest dinner for 2,
wine & food, silence+ t.e.a.r.s.
- speaking of 緣分太淺
met too early. off timing.- without.
the one she
THOUGHTshe could lean on.
- taking all a.w.a.y. pulling all a.p.a.r.t.
- suffocating June.
sorry about her heart being not strong enough……
- un c o n d i t i o n a l.
please let me know if you can pick up the pieces that i cant fix.
this is the first version of recent recaps with my direct x indirect thoughts.
abt …something special fading a.w.a.y.=)
- distance i.n. – b e t w e e n
softly & slowly
killingthe memories created*
- late night jazz
x shooting s t a r
x laughter on the beach – ? =
- of being together
with or w/out happiness.
truthis i never want to get married, i just want to be happy with someone who
“we can c.o.m.p.l.e.m.e.n.t each other.”
- lack of
spark/ l.o.s.i.n.g hope/ letting GO.
won’t cling, try to change nor ask for
- can we be friends when
we are like strangers again?and lets
endwith a smile*=)
…….since it started with one…=))))
thank you* i will walk out the door, put on my lip-gloss with a sugar sweet dress and smile with the next somebody.
so my blog got shut down for about….a long long time
* completed the endlessss journey: Shenzhen/ Guangzhou/ Malaysia/ Singapore/ Bangkok/ Hong Kong/ Japan just finished in one month…
- A First-rate Madness:Uncovering the Links between Leadership and Mental Illness
- Intentional Dissonance
- I wrote this for you
- The Photography Of Jon Ellis
- studyyyyyyy books….=(((
can’t get enough.
surprise turning into a series of sweetness.
hidden heart, hidden emotions, hidden thoughts, hidden dreams.
what really lasts?
the things that stay with you for a lifetime.
memories that make you wonder?
the vibrant hours*3.1.5
– ambiguous words & finger tips c.r.a.w.l.ing.
/truth/ or d a r e ?
charm/ tension/ c.h.e.m.i.s.t.r.y?
hello to all the goodbyes.
no image can represent the moment we had.
it’s locked in a special place in my head.
melt melt melt* in. y.o.u.r. smile=)
- rush hush darling.
& she b.l.a.c.k.e.d. out=(kiss.crush*all sorts of feelings.
.m.i.s.s es. ?
..letting go. like how i let things happen in a blur.
– /it’s too late now/.
memory are the .s..w.e.e.t.e.s.t gifts.
thank you for this short surprise arrangement=)
- fortune says…….
[c h a n g e s.] ———–decision point*
/goal of the 2013/
*find the other half,
leave everything and everyone behind.
[from now]. – no regrets..?
first and last of
and now i am ten years sober.
thanks for the reminder
from now on this will be the way I look when you can’t see me
m. my thoughts end.