reprise

e.v.e.r.y..t.h.i.n.g.
for all
/the sad epilogues

to set things right.
right?

smashed sentiments.
she says it is what it is,
and l e t i t g o.

life has been h.e.c.t.i.c
w/ LOVE,
sunshine&
parties*
loads of WORK
+ poisons&
shattered feelings

secrets of:
unspeakable truth n’ chemistry
things that can’t b shared.
wild&
poignant,
profoundly
c.o.n.c.e.a.l.e.d.

directing back.
& thanks for the short ride,
you can be dismissed

• You have no idea what it means. I am beyond that.
• S O  S P E C I A L
• done traumatizing
• thanks*
• dear I miss you endlessly
• H.E.C.T.I.C
• the very special moments.
• failed n’ established
• direction, goals, challenges

WITHOUT n’ CANT LOOK BACK

sorrow/
sadness &
pain,
undroppable tears
these feelings, never go away,
even if I allow you to stay
only if you can survive to see how i really am.
headache,
champagne&
cigarettes
love?
chocolate&
sweet pampering love?
candle light,
jokes.
who are you trying to be when/
life is out of your control
it’s too late
it’s too sad
it is what is is.

I want to hold you,
i want a company,
you are not here,
none of you were.
say farewell my love,
goodbye.

everything is more than gravity

1. new
2. x
3. too much x and not enough x.
4. dom<3
5. can’t figure it out.

x times of c.r.a.z.i.n.e.s.s.

最近發明了很多髒話的字眼，大家都說我要節制。

恩
收到乾爹簡短的慰問email有偷偷感動好幾下
看到新買的紅色大毛巾掛在廁所忍不住嘴角上揚
謝謝你送早餐時順手幫我處理掉我素未謀面的壁虎
跟林小姐喝Brandy+Lemon Water很開心
說好了要去泰國、菲律賓and where?=p
其實我好喜歡你們

\\
you don’t hear what I say.
its all covered in a shade.
wordless
speechless

essential ingredients of life: outside of work.
sugar/
passion.
adventure&
s.p.i.c.e.
eloquent conversations
exc!tement!
constant love
n’
care
laughter.
sweet sincere compliments.

this loving memory will soon to be buried in the old chapter.

pending & undecided.
of hesitation.

empty fairytale

\\renunciation of all.

YU AOI

心包在塵裡
塵淹沒了心
不停的抽菸
不停的麻醉
我以為我是誠實的
這是最大的謊言

好像也沒什麼是一定要的
多餘的情緒
只會讓人疲憊
這樣就好
快樂就好