see through my eyes, touch through my skin

by on Jun.17, 2015, under blahblahblah, missflora, Photography, Thoughts

i am simply your d.r.e.a.m come TRUE<3
lock me up if you can
with the sunshine
with the raindrops
with the rainbows after the storm
with the hurricane to blow your mind
with the snow to make you crave for warmth
with the thunder to hype you to the sky
with the shadows to proof your existence
with the world to make you complete






photos: aaron feaver

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Keep my glass full until morning light, coz I’m just holding on for tonight

by on Jun.15, 2015, under blahblahblah, Daily, girl, him, missflora, reprise

3 cities in two days.
SG was great, Johor<3 KL always awesome.

    • The more than special Rose champagne<3
      / t.i.p.s.y smile./=)
    • great depression.-let you all go.
    • of distant and isolation.


  • the loneliest dinner for 2,
    wine & food, silence+ t.e.a.r.s.
  • speaking of 緣分太淺
    met too early. off timing.- without.
    the one she THOUGHT she could lean on.
  • taking all a.w.a.y. pulling all a.p.a.r.t.
  • nothingleftformetostay.
  • suffocating June.
    sorry about her heart being not strong enough……
  • un c o n  d i t  i o n a l. lies.
    a pause.


  • heart shredded.
    please let me know if you can pick up the pieces that i cant fix.
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ecstatic creature.

by on May.29, 2015, under blahblahblah, Thoughts

its about losing
its about having nothing to let go of
it’s about you
its about being just me
its about expectation
its about not having anything to look up to
its about refusing to grow up,
time stop, hearts locked, feelings numb.
major optimism extreme pessimistic or in reverse.

constantly on the high roll.
La joie de vivre
threads of thoughts.. the most idealistic.

only if someone can understand. things are never as easy as it seems.
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with all the BS being said.

by on May.27, 2015, under blahblahblah, Daily

here is my. six month not so recent recap
may, two thousand& f.i.f.t.eeee.e.n.
in the <3 of.
soul. r.e.location, time heals. smile fade
P.S. 0813 delivered
reprise. w.h.a.t happens after dreams come true?.

  • write something.
    read. sth. watch an a.r.t film…
  • a PERFECT .get away.its been awhile since 
    own sense o.f. accomplishments.\
  • stagnant. promises.
  • the wines in my vessels, words…
    c.r.a.w.l.i.n.g in my finger tips….tip.
  • old habit= n.e.w Routine.

and let the game begin….x

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by on Oct.28, 2013, under blahblahblah, numerous, Thoughts

Moving Notice-
I am moving my heart today, memories everywhere,
tears and laughter still seem like yesterday,
but I will create new ones soon,
Thanks for your time.


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HI i reached a S.T.A.R today<3

by on Oct.07, 2013, under blahblahblah, Daily, Photography, Thoughts

via: weheartit





photos: lina scheynius

oh HAPPY day=)
*cold air x warm whispering conversations
you ARE the r.a.i.n.b.o.w in my misty sky
l i g h t i n g* UP of my gloomy nights*
thanks to my special xxx-knight
drown.i.n.g. in between the new [i] and the always there you.

b.u.b..b.l.i..e.s.ssss 101.
l.o.v.e in the air s.w.e.e.t October!
joke happens in life so lets just laugh and forget it
erasing an irrelevant chapter.

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recent recaps & to-dos*

by on Sep.30, 2013, under blahblahblah, him, missflora

this is the first version of recent recaps with my direct x indirect thoughts.
abt …something special fading a.w.a.y.=)

  • distance i.n. – b e t w e e n
    softly & slowly killing the memories created*
  • late night jazz
    x shooting s t a r
    x laughter on the beach – ? = long gone dreams.
  • the stop loss point.
  • of being together
    with or w/out happiness.
  • the truth is i never want to get married, i just want to be happy with someone who
    “we can c.o.m.p.l.e.m.e.n.t each other.”
  • lack of spark/ l.o.s.i.n.g hope/ letting GO.
    won’t cling, try to change nor ask for love in r.e.t.u.r.n….
  • can we be friends when we are like strangers again?
    and lets end with a smile*=)
    …….since it started with one…=))))

thank you* i will walk out the door, put on my lip-gloss with a sugar sweet dress and smile with the next somebody.


so my blog got shut down for about….a long long time
* completed the endlessss journey: Shenzhen/ Guangzhou/ Malaysia/ Singapore/ Bangkok/ Hong Kong/ Japan just finished in one month…


  • A First-rate Madness:Uncovering the Links between Leadership and Mental Illness
  • Intentional Dissonance
  • I wrote this for you
  • The Photography Of Jon Ellis
  • studyyyyyyy books….=(((


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rumours on waking.

by on Jul.10, 2013, under blahblahblah, Daily







impossible j.o.y.
slipping through-
the unerasable. time*
& light trapped in the
p.r.e.s.e.n.c.e of fire
//the nonexistent
cosmic tender.

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I rotate for you

by on Jul.02, 2013, under blahblahblah, him

filling up…
can’t get enough.
poisonous words.’
surprise turning into a series of sweetness.
shutting down
hidden heart, hidden emotions, hidden thoughts, hidden dreams.
what really lasts?
the things that stay with you for a lifetime.
memories that make you wonder?

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matter of infinite hope.

by on Jun.09, 2013, under blahblahblah

resistance to change
money and bills
social upheaval
jazz age
o.r.g.a.s.t.i.c future
p r o g r e s s i o n
American Dream
vanity f.a.i.r.s.

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