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HI i reached a S.T.A.R today<3

by on Oct.07, 2013, under blahblahblah, Daily, Photography, Thoughts

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oh HAPPY day=)
*cold air x warm whispering conversations
you ARE the r.a.i.n.b.o.w in my misty sky
l i g h t i n g* UP of my gloomy nights*
thanks to my special xxx-knight
drown.i.n.g. in between the new [i] and the always there you.

b.u.b..b.l.i..e.s.ssss 101.
l.o.v.e in the air s.w.e.e.t October!
joke happens in life so lets just laugh and forget it
erasing an irrelevant chapter.

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recent recaps & to-dos*

by on Sep.30, 2013, under blahblahblah, him, missflora

this is the first version of recent recaps with my direct x indirect thoughts.
abt …something special fading a.w.a.y.=)

  • distance i.n. – b e t w e e n
    softly & slowly killing the memories created*
  • late night jazz
    x shooting s t a r
    x laughter on the beach – ? = long gone dreams.
  • the stop loss point.
  • of being together
    with or w/out happiness.
  • the truth is i never want to get married, i just want to be happy with someone who
    “we can c.o.m.p.l.e.m.e.n.t each other.”
  • lack of spark/ l.o.s.i.n.g hope/ letting GO.
    won’t cling, try to change nor ask for love in r.e.t.u.r.n….
  • can we be friends when we are like strangers again?
    and lets end with a smile*=)
    …….since it started with one…=))))

thank you* i will walk out the door, put on my lip-gloss with a sugar sweet dress and smile with the next somebody.

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so my blog got shut down for about….a long long time
* completed the endlessss journey: Shenzhen/ Guangzhou/ Malaysia/ Singapore/ Bangkok/ Hong Kong/ Japan just finished in one month…

SHOPPING list

  • A First-rate Madness:Uncovering the Links between Leadership and Mental Illness
  • Intentional Dissonance
  • I wrote this for you
  • The Photography Of Jon Ellis
  • studyyyyyyy books….=(((

 

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rumours on waking.

by on Jul.10, 2013, under blahblahblah, Daily

impossible

loveeee

presenceofwonder

playyywithme

palmtree

infilove

impossible j.o.y.
slipping through-
the unerasable. time*
& light trapped in the
p.r.e.s.e.n.c.e of fire
//the nonexistent
cosmic tender.
longing
for
e-t-e-r-n-i-t-y

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I rotate for you

by on Jul.02, 2013, under blahblahblah, him

filling up…
can’t get enough.
poisonous words.’
surprise turning into a series of sweetness.
shutting down
hidden heart, hidden emotions, hidden thoughts, hidden dreams.
moments?
what really lasts?
the things that stay with you for a lifetime.
memories that make you wonder?
SIGNIFICANCE
莫名的想念起2009年宿舍那空曠冰冷的小房間,荒謬的床單,終究一個人睡的雙人床。

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matter of infinite hope.

by on Jun.09, 2013, under blahblahblah

decadence
i.d.e.a.l.i.s.m
resistance to change
money and bills
social upheaval
jazz age
o.r.g.a.s.t.i.c future
p r o g r e s s i o n
American Dream
vanity f.a.i.r.s.
hope
lust
hope
lost.

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recent recaps & to-dos*

by on May.16, 2013, under blahblahblah, Daily

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two weeks and two years.

  • u n p r e d i c t a bl e
  • the things that make us =/blind
  • authorized
    – n o n -s e n s e
  • beneath all the s.e.c.r.e.t.s*
    l.i.f.e wrapped in Plasticssss
  • big bo$$ big blinnnng
  • poisonous humor
  • oh! my crazy c r a v e s.———————————–

for the time to pass
her thirty goal?

  • diplomatic identity vs. recognized s i g n a t u r e?
  • m’s new.
  • g a p  b/e/t/w/e/e/n the fuels
    simplesponsoredsubstances.
  • the flammable chemicals.
  • empty p.r.e.s.e.n.c.e.
  • O.N.E week n o t i c e.

to the sum of zer0?

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I let my heart wonder

by on May.14, 2013, under blahblahblah, I let my heart wonder

its been a long long while.
hopes high.
e/m/p/t/y days.
f u l l  hours.
day.night.
reaching out?
fantasy. drowning.
changes in a p p e a r a n c e
….& hidden names….
Emily said i need a t.h.e.r.a.p.y

 

it’s all so c-h-a-o-tic i can’t think.

catsss

unicornnn

fantasy

lighthands

inhaleeeexhale

momentsofinsanity

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碎句 broken sentences.

by on May.03, 2013, under blahblahblah

realll. realll.
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輕描淡寫的敘述了一個看似充滿恨意實質上只想祝福的回憶
再次在忙碌中疏遠了一些重要的人,
抑是自己的微不足道發酵。
看似光鮮亮麗,實質的瘁心孤僻
受到極大磨損的自尊,2個月內反覆開開關關的FB
沒有謊言,沒有負面,
單純日復一日的完成應該被完成的。
狼。狽。的。麻。木。
謝謝你們聽了我這麼多,
其實我只是太久沒跟自己對話。
我不確定我是否要繼續表演堅強的戲碼
難得躺了好多天,剪不斷理還亂。
no more whining.

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流水非帳

by on Mar.26, 2013, under blahblahblah, Thoughts

記.憶.失.衡.
38度的體溫
快樂和悲傷都是透明的
戲言耳語-
思緒 擴 張
慣性的保存所有訊息
反 覆 閱 讀 來消磨空白

無酒精
思考著昨夜失眠跟62的關聯性
reality finally b.e.t.t.e.r than dreams?
執著於想要的
但終究回到幸福與否的話題

destiny? fate? happy hours?

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I let my heart wonder

by on Mar.13, 2013, under blahblahblah, I let my heart wonder, Life

C r a y in all the positive ways lately*
REFERENCES of t.h.i.n.g.s.
rushing
blue-greens
& big pie,
bread crumbs,
oh! weather?,
PROPAGANDA*
sparkling bubbles w/-
the pork knuckles?
grand ceremonies
new hearts///
and now
I just want to go s.o.m.e.w.h.e.r.e
pick a destination?

where we would never need to care again.
p.s
in love w/
the sound of
a ticking clock
….xxx

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