- the things. making me doubt
the only thing in my life that I was sure was real?
- did not know. fever cause numbness.
- constantly mesmerized by the night lights*
i. thought. that was my destination.
- surreal emotions.
- the 20+ yrs of memories
- Tzui’s opening was something to be happy about
- Mika Ninagawa Exhibition.
- Books to read
Damn Good Advice
- artsy films
- diet plan
- new journey for next year?
all my sweet toys.
sunset in dark days
back to start.
it’s been 7 month.
i am letting you go for good.
thank you for everything and nothing.
remember when i asked you to take me away
and you said you will always standby me?
she’s a perfectionist in most things,
but a truly disabled in relationship
Someone who is incapable of love, or simply doesnt know how.
pure sorrowness, thoughts all drown to someone far a.w.a.y.
lack of substance & cutting down on the substances,
a relationship that talks no more about feelings, each other
what’s left to it?
what will come out of it?
i wish we can turn back time, when no whatsapp/line/wechat are invented,
emails are not used, we have actual conversations and phone calls,
we do skype and writings in letters…a stamp on the mail,
when there was more temperature to things,
some warmth, sweetness.
P.S. i need to do a new review and do it soon.
There are laws, rules, values and standards
but it may not apply to everyone,
yes the basic moral or restrictions will ALWAYS be the same,
but in some cases, the standards to be considered differently.
Us human beings, we sometimes think outside the box,
we all have different backgrounds, educations, certain life experience,
things that may make us stand out from the ordinary,
logic or behaviors that makes us unique among the others,
principles that will change certain way of how things are supposed be,
you can’t just judge a book by it’s cover like you can’t just simply apply what you know to everyone.
Always learn, adapt, understand and most importantly, execute,
i am simply your d.r.e.a.m come TRUE<3
lock me up if you can
with the sunshine
with the raindrops
with the rainbows after the storm
with the hurricane to blow your mind
with the snow to make you crave for warmth
with the thunder to hype you to the sky
with the shadows to proof your existence
with the world to make you complete
3 cities in two days.
SG was great, Johor<3 KL always awesome.
- The more than special Rose champagne<3
/ t.i.p.s.y smile./=)
- great depression.-let you all
- of distant and isolation.
- the loneliest dinner for 2,
wine & food, silence+ t.e.a.r.s.
- speaking of 緣分太淺
met too early. off timing.- without.
the one she
THOUGHTshe could lean on.
- taking all a.w.a.y. pulling all a.p.a.r.t.
- suffocating June.
sorry about her heart being not strong enough……
- un c o n d i t i o n a l.
please let me know if you can pick up the pieces that i cant fix.
its about losing
its about having
nothing to let go of
it’s about you
its about being just
its about expectation
not having any thing to look up to
its about refusing to grow up,
time stop, hearts locked, feelings
major optimism extreme pessimistic or
constantly on the high roll.
La joie de vivre
threads of thoughts.. the most idealistic.
only if someone can understand. things are never as easy as it seems.
here is my. six month not so
may, two thousand& f.i.f.t.eeee.e.n.
in the <3 of.
soul. r.e.location, time heals.
P.S. 0813 delivered
reprise. w.h.a.t happens after
dreams come true?.
- write something.
read. sth. watch an a.r.t film…
- a PERFECT .get away.its been awhile since
own sense o.f. accomplishments.\
- the wines in my vessels, words…
c.r.a.w.l.i.n.g in my finger tips….tip.
old habit= n.e.w Routine.
and let the game begin….x
I am moving my heart today, memories everywhere,
tears and laughter still seem like yesterday,
but I will create new ones soon,
Thanks for your time.