reprise

5 yrs?

no remorse.
this time is long enough for my last joy ride.

done w/ all the
traumatizing n’
sorrowful thoughts….

dangling stars on
the pale sky,
dark hooks
of the s.o.u.l.
moments of-
poignant truth.

e.v.e.r.y..t.h.i.n.g.
for all
/the sad epilogues

to set things right.
right?

smashed sentiments.
she says it is what it is,
and l e t i t g o.

been meaning to post this for a week,
n’ finally here it is*

final decision for work from a result of:
tarot card fortune telling;行天宮的籤;擲筊…etc
Special thx to mom for helping me going to the temples<3

行天宮- 第六五籤【上上。庚戊】
朔風凜凜正窮冬
多羨門庭喜氣濃
更入新春人事後
衷言方得信先容

Voyager Tarot for Chosen Work Location

Voyager Tarot for Chosen Job

cheers to dreams coming true*

photos: Michael Schwartz

night of gazillion nightmares

out of control,
it was more than 5.5*
overnight, emotional breakdown.
tears mixed with alcohol.
.
.
.
recover.
thanks x I am fine.

<不小心超過5.5的情緒。控制>

sorrow/
sadness &
pain,
undroppable tears
these feelings, never go away,
even if I allow you to stay
only if you can survive to see how i really am.
headache,
champagne&
cigarettes
love?
chocolate&
sweet pampering love?
candle light,
jokes.
who are you trying to be when/
life is out of your control
it’s too late
it’s too sad
it is what is is.

I want to hold you,
i want a company,
you are not here,
none of you were.
say farewell my love,
goodbye.

I want to be happy, whatever it takes.

g.entle morning
breakfast with TWG tea jelly
fading kiss
.
HURRICANE.
\\chasing us all u.n.d.e.r.g.r.o.u.n.d
.
cosmic-dust-like-love
[i]rocK alone.

images via: 1.milesoffictiom.tumblr
2.flickr:virtualinsanity 3.vkontakte.ru
4.unknown 5.dellbby.tumblr 6.unknown

essential ingredients of life: outside of work.
sugar/
passion.
adventure&
s.p.i.c.e.
eloquent conversations
exc!tement!
constant love
n’
care
laughter.
sweet sincere compliments.