i wonder if i am turning into gay
by missflora on Jul.23, 2009, under blahblahblah, chitchat, Daily
Mr.A: i felt weird
missflora: how
Mr.A: i wonder if i am turning into gay
missflora: no way
Mr.A: could that be i havent have sex for too long
fuuuck
missflora: r u fantasizing about men
Mr.A: i dunno, i do think some guys are cute
but the thing is
the girls who i used to think they are cute,
i dont think they are attractive no more
missflora: maybe it’s just because ur taste in girls changed
Mr.A: no way
plus….i dont have a certain taste ….not sure
missflora: i think its just ur taste, or ur style has changed
Mr.A: u know how i used to tell u that sometimes my personality shift
missflora: yes i remember
Mr.A: i dunno
there was one time
while i was still with Ms.B
i have no desire to sleept with her for like more than a month
missflora: mmm
Mr.A: now i have this feeling that i have no desire to sleep with any girl
missflora: you r just being man, for not wanting to sleep with your girlfriend
Mr.A: ok fine
missflora: maybe you just suddenly got sick of it
Mr.A: lol
am i that lucky
to get sick of girls
missflora: its like food, you like truffles, but u had too much of it and lost your appetite
or
u hafnt had sex for too long lol and you dont remember the pleasure of it.
its usually one way or another
i didnt want a bf for a long time does that mean i m lesbian?
Mr.A: i wish its more like i have too much sex
missflora: lol
Mr.A: but no
ya……
missflora: just at a certain point of time u might not have feelings for anything..
not exactly because u dont want it, u just dont crave it or desire it
Mr.A: yea
anyways
the story will continue
the discovering of my true self
lol
missflora: good nite
Mr.A: BYE BYE
Mr.A: 如果我出家的話幫我帶些蘋果