reprise

….the things i can’t say and can’t explain.
on vacation ever since*
full in half.
x
lost hopes.

first list in 2012, supposed to publish this on 3rd of Jan….

1. broke a mirror
2. someone please buy me out.
3. all the things i need to think about.
4. resolution?
5. lose weight=)

/job/

• love?
  被腐蝕了也戒不掉你
• unknown pleasures
• too much of everything and too little of what i want.
• good transformations
• champagne black out*

/***/

and this began began with*
- first drama is sherlock holmes
last drink i had was moet chandon<3
& then comes the bad whiskey
*quit gaming
blank- black out.

Please won’t you stay
be buried away
slightest symphony
all birds still sing
decompose their sins
and sleep throughout the day

the morning light
is shining away
and the fire heals the pain
i sat in quiet
a burning desire
in a world too young to see

children will play
each dying day
we’ll still be running away
we’ll still be running away
we’ll still be running away

source: TFS Art Gallery #2

hush. hush. hush.
drops of
ice. &
frozen. LASHES.
. try
feel this-
imaginable sunlight.
awaken hours…..

//o.u.r.
sweet. desperate. dreams.

When no one’s around,
I say the words you will NEVER hear.

source: Katherine Squier

the only way to love something is to
realize that it might be lost.

it’s been a while since i did my lists.

• Taipei Art Museum!
• dragging myself out.
• abandon this and that.
• hello come back to
  reality.
  please.
• .
• one of the to-do is
  not to think about
  what’s coming up.

recent

• missing the one nighters.
  & still drowning.
• bigger and bigger
• everything goes. ON.?
• longest vacation.
• cyber-ing.
• miss the wilderness.

過眼雲煙原來不只是一首歌而已。

photos: lina scheynius

言不由衷的別人
口是心非的自己

諾言始終是謊言。
不想抱怨，但沒有面對的勇氣。
不可一世的牆瞬間被瓦解，
自以為是的幸福全被蒸發，
裝作視而不見的心態。
以為躲開人群就可以覆蓋這個空虛

其實也沒什麼需要捨不得放不下的。
明天開始回到沒有負面情緒的生活。

身體不容許酒精，
只好抽菸
抽心

想念與C在暴風雨中喝酒裝瘋賣傻。

Film: La belle personne
via: Heart in a Cage@ blogspot