- the things. making me doubt
the only thing in my life that I was sure was real?
- did not know. fever cause numbness.
- constantly mesmerized by the night lights*
i. thought. that was my destination.
- surreal emotions.
- the 20+ yrs of memories
- Tzui’s opening was something to be happy about
- Mika Ninagawa Exhibition.
- Books to read
Damn Good Advice
- artsy films
- diet plan
- new journey for next year?
all my sweet toys.
sunset in dark days
back to start.
it’s been 7 month.
i am letting you go for good.
thank you for everything and nothing.
remember when i asked you to take me away
and you said you will always standby me?
today i made an impulsive mistake
i registered my number with line
so i deleted everything and every piece of memory.
Here, here will I remain
With worms that are thy chamber maids.
Will I set up my everlasting rest,
And shake the yoke of inauspicious stars
From this world-wearied flesh.
Eyes, look your
Arms, take your last embrace.
And, lips, O you
The doors of breath, seal with a righteous kiss
A dateless bargain
Come, bitter conduct,
come, unsavoury guide.
Thou desperate pilot, now at once run on
The dashing rocks
thy seasick, weary bark.
Here’s to my love…..
we tried, we failed
and now we just have to bury everything
along with the memories
six feet underground.
I still miss you.
Sorry that i failed you, and i failed us.
light of day
Speaking of principles & checklists.
how i miss you so.*
- thy sweet craziness.
events uncaptured, faces unphotoed.
cantbe forgotten. …/the things that reminds me of you.
pictures & films without
– s.l.o.w motions, candid ideas. foamy affairs….
the dirty. sexy S.P.L.A.S.H.E.S.
ever so hectic subway streets
//of chaotic surprises….
IMAGINATIONS beyond illusions.
broken dates & disappointments.
What happened in the middle of AUG?. …be
touch of .
crossed. hoping to get a real farewell.
another chinese valentines, i miss you and i m sad.
she’s a perfectionist in most things,
but a truly disabled in relationship
Someone who is incapable of love, or simply doesnt know how.
pure sorrowness, thoughts all drown to someone far a.w.a.y.
lack of substance & cutting down on the substances,
a relationship that talks no more about feelings, each other
what’s left to it?
what will come out of it?
i wish we can turn back time, when no whatsapp/line/wechat are invented,
emails are not used, we have actual conversations and phone calls,
we do skype and writings in letters…a stamp on the mail,
when there was more temperature to things,
some warmth, sweetness.
P.S. i need to do a new review and do it soon.
There are laws, rules, values and standards
but it may not apply to everyone,
yes the basic moral or restrictions will ALWAYS be the same,
but in some cases, the standards to be considered differently.
Us human beings, we sometimes think outside the box,
we all have different backgrounds, educations, certain life experience,
things that may make us stand out from the ordinary,
logic or behaviors that makes us unique among the others,
principles that will change certain way of how things are supposed be,
you can’t just judge a book by it’s cover like you can’t just simply apply what you know to everyone.
Always learn, adapt, understand and most importantly, execute,